i hate rain!

i hate rain i hate rain i hate rain i hate rain i hate rain. i hate getting drenched, i hate how my feet get nasty, i hate how it's cold, i just FUCKING HATE IT.
that aside, why has it rained every single friday since like august? life is bullshit.
i'm so tired i could fall asleep right now, and it's 3:41 pm. i guess staying out late the night before you have 10 am community service meeting/classes and then telling yourself to "suck it up" isn't such a good idea after all.
things i want to complain about, because i am a compulsive complainer:

1. how it's raining ( duh.)
2. how it's always so cold in new york city.
3. how i still havent found a decent club in new york city that doesn't play shitty music, though they must exist!
4. how there's a retarded age limit and actually people who check your ID.
5. how i'm spending way too much money
6. how the library next to third north really sucks
7. a million other things and etc

i feel like i am once again tip toe-ing on the realm of depression. today must be a "oh my god wtf am i doing here" day.

depressing lyrics of the day:

How Soon Is Now

- The Smiths

I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Oh, of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

There's a club, if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die

When you say it's gonna happen "now"
Well, when exactly do you mean ?
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is gone

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

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